Missing beats

so soft thy brows,
i wish to feel,
so kind your eyes,
that witness me
so soon you shall be gone tonight,
so far you shall be , from my sight.

O the pain that i feel today, o the anguish of knowing all,
O the thoughts that push me so, like lusting heat in a snowing fall.

This pain came when i knew that you shall go,
this pain is here with me to stay,
that it would happen is what i know,
That it doesnt is what i pray.